Grandma I'm not going to lie this past week and a bit has been pretty terrible and this time not because of work like I would talk to you about over phone. I still remember when I got my first job how proud of me you felt and how much you supported me on becoming a responsible young man. All the times of just sitting there and talking to you about good memories like how I was screaming Eagle or just watching old movies with you. Or even the last car ride I had with you on what song you wanted me to play on a boombox if you ever were to pass away. Honestly it's hard for me right now to even process much..I just want to be silent but I know in my heart you would want me to be happier..I love you grandma and I know uncle Dan was there at heavens Gate to welcome you in with open arms. I will do my best for you down here and anytime I have a doubt or thought or anything I'll look to the clouds to speak with you.

Mommy you are the most amazing woman I will ever know. You showed us true love and never turned your back on anyone. You took in so many of my friends and made sure they had a roof over their heads and food in their tummy.

I am forever grateful to be your daughter. I can and I will momma.

I'm so broken without you mama I love you and I miss you so much but you know that

I miss you